wow, yesterday was a day of reminiscing.... a day where so many ppl i noe( and lost contact with) came onto the same place, marina south...was quite coincidental...let's c....i met mrs long , william kua (my sec sch coach), keefe, andre, and even zheng han(my pri schmate) all at the same place...cool eh?

fancy meeting so many ppl at the same time, of cuz i was happy....but too bad it din exactly last veri long...due to the dismal performance i had for bowling...i was at a point where i felt i could do much better than my average score...but then i had to screw up somehow, and i thus haf to settle back into my average....disappointing...

today was an interestingly boring day...amazing...there i was constantly casting glances at someone in particular, wondering if that person was feeling ok, looking so frail and fatigued...so much wanted to ask if that person was alrite...budden felt damn anti-social, so well...let's juz say my old habit of shyness acted up again, so i din do anything, basically went back to stoning...(btw, din want to say out the name as a form of respect of privacy la, so yea...anyway, if u noe who u r, can pls gimme a msg to noe how u are now...a bit worried ya?)

and i actually skipped the cip exco interview....guess i haf to work hard for the library exco post then...crap, juz received a msg telling all the nominees to prepare a 3 min speech for the library elections...sigh, dun even noe wth to say...always hated making speeches, seems fake and all...but nvm...guess i haf to step out of my comfort zone yea? thank gdness it's still quite far away, the date, 11 may...budden im worried...i believe that day will also be the last day of training for bowling b4 we go off for competition...so i shouldn't be skipping that training...sigh, compromises...guess i'll juz haf to go there straight after the darn elections....and i expect myself to be training alone, since i think it wld be late by then, and training wld be long over...damn...

there upon i look at the stars...onli to see it fading slowly...slowly consumed by the darkness surrounding it...and then, a brilliant shining flash of light which shall be forever etched in my memory...reminding me of how things are always beautiful, no matter how bad it may seem...