a recount of wad happened this week...
monday : niang's bdae! enjoyed myself thoroughly, even though i was the onli guy around :) we literally sang to our heart's delight....
wed-fri : the-at-1st-dreaded-then-turned-out-ok cca leadership camp...met a couple great frens, veri lively, veri fun...n the camp was so slack, we can even buy ice-cream and snacks during the day....so much free time, we were practically stoning/laming/crapping most of the time...
a few activities i wish to highlight :
abseiling- i was the ic for this activity...wad did i have to do? go up the damn tower and stay up there till everyone gets a shot at it b4 i can go down...and i had a slight case of fear of heights...was a bit apprehensive at 1st, then as time passed, grew a bit weary of waiting...and as it drags further, think the fear became a bit numb....in fact, so numb that abseiling became boring when it came to my turn....argh....
leap of faith - for those who have no idea wad it is, it's the event where u climb up a log abt 2-3 storeys high, stand on it, n jump and reach for the bar ahead of u...bascically, the usual procedure wld be to climb till the last rung, right leg on the top of the log, then in a squatting position, lift ur left leg slowly, then when both legs are at the top of the log, stand up slowly and jump...i haf no idea y, but i did it totally differently(probably wanted to get it over and done with)...at the last rung, wif my right leg at the top of the log, i simply stood up straight away, totally skipping the squatting procedure....think i did all of this pretty fast, so it kinda put pressure on the more athletic guys, they kinda forced themself to complete it faster than i did, they eventually set a record:25secs to complete this event...of cuz, i was still quite amazed by myself for wad i did, n proud of it too, haha....
the rest of it was pretty routine, so this camp came to me as kinda like a refresher course of wad i haf done or learnt b4....
well, all's well, i completed the camp, gained lotsa mosquito bites and a couple new frens, nth else...
following a turn of unprecedented turn of events, im forced into a standstill, edging myself outta this predicament slowly, unsettled by the calm before the storm, the deep sense of fear of loss within me...that place in my heart one will always reside in...hoping to see light after the storm, not an empty sunken ship....someone help realise my dream....
