k, so it was a negative answer...hmm...i've thought long, i've thought hard...all i can say now is this : i respect your decision, and after that conversation ytd, the onli thing i felt worthy of saying was that i wont be doing anything to change ur mind, that'll onli come if you decided that yourself...

as for me, i'll wait, juz as i told you, during these times till the day is rite...ive thought abt what u said about if it was more than juz wanting to be in a realationship, id be willing to wait, to this im trying it out, unsure whether this decision may change during this period of time, but as long as i believe i haf the chance, id be satisfied in waiting for u to be ready...

i guess i wun be deleting my previous posts, they'll serve as a reminder for me, and a form of encouragement for me...

the day when u wear it, will be the day i hope will come as soon as possible...id be waiting...