sigh...4days...crap....cant concentrate....feel like slacking already...struggling to even push myself to take out my notes...hmm...thinking of wad to do after the blocks already...let's c....initial d, war of the worlds, batman begins...importance in their respective orders, lol....

well...it has been a veri long week, studying, taking test, then studying again...i need my extra dosage of coffee to keep me going...suspect this is gonna be another day wasted....no motivation whatsoeva...

hmm...my sis juz bought 2 cds, one by gigi and one is th K ge shu bu qing...haven heard the songs yet, but im gonna get them in my zen mirco nonetheless, lol...1000 songs still seem quite repetitive if u keep listening to them almost everyday...

argh...to think i can get my monthly pocket money this month....guess its not gonna happen till the nxt month...thx to my new specs...my dad refuse to pay for it....whereas my sis is using the 300 bucks she owes my dad to pay for the specs....and that was supposed to be my pocket money....guess i haf to live wif the remaining amount left from the payment of specs...it costs 200+++, so i guess im broke rite at the start of the month....heh, wad irony...

oh well....not like i cant survive wif 50 plus bucks for one month...besides i got my own savings...so whateva...

heh, guess im both bored and slacking....rite....im so bored that im actually thinking of a christian name to adopt...actually its been on my mind for yrs...juz that all the names ive come across dun quite seem too unique or doesnt appeal to me...im hoping for a short one...sth like a single syllable...sth i can identify myself with.....hmm...not likely to find any that i like soon, it's already been such a long time...guess it's my high expectations, lolz....

anyway, am putting this song yi lu xiang bei by jay for a while since initial d is still screening, so the other songs might haf to wait, lol....

well....ending off here for now...gotta go back to studying for fmath....

stalemate...longing...dreaming...