3days ago, i was still fuming mad, infused with anger and sadness...i simply did not haf the mood to tok to anyone, if anyone noticed at all...
2 days ago, the whole day was the same, keeping silent, feeling upset and depressed...sitting at the class bench, not my usual self, if anyone noticed again...until evening, when i finally found someone to tok to...din really feel like toking still, but i guess i kept it inside me too long, and i couldnt stand it anymore...by the end of it i really felt much better getting it off my chest...thx mei and niang :)
ytd, i found myself feeling more light hearted and even managed to settle myself into countless rounds of bridge...i found my voice to speak to ppl already...also cracked a few jokes in my meeting...yup, my spirits was definitely lifted up a lot...
never felt so down for so long already...really difficult time...btw, am dedicating this song by avril lavigne to my late brother...though he's not wif me anymore, thinking abt the things he'd do to cheer me up gives me a small consolation...it's small, but it matters a lot...
slowly, one by one, i move on to pick up the million shattered pieces ; time may heal wounds...but scars may remain...
